Showing posts with label Miscellaneous. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Miscellaneous. Show all posts

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

Italy, London, Lille & Cardiff

I don't usually do this, but this time I'll make an exception.

This post is dedicated to the people I met during my recent trip to Italy, London, Cardiff, and Lille.

For the past three weeks, I traveled to Europe from America to go places and to visit my friends and my aunt. I have to say, it's been the most thrilling and exciting moments in my life.

I'd like to thank:

1) Haneef Nasir - For your DSLR & the beautiful photos, for the accomodation during my short Cardiff trip, and for being a great company in Pisa, Florence, Rome and Cardiff.

2) Maureen & Valentina Nerdi - For being very helpful during our visit to Florence, Italy. To Maureen, I'll never forget the mini-countryside-tour and the background information you gave us about Florence's attractions. And Valentina, so far you're the best San Casciano tourguide that I've met.

3) Hadi Abdillah (and Yameen) & Jefriman Johari - For the best hospitality in London from the very first day I arrived until the very last minute I was in London. Seriously, London would be nothing to me without you guys around.

4) Saiful Adli, Hakim Roslan, and Syahir Kasim - Saiful for convincing me to go to Europe in the first place, for planning our Lille trip, for the jokes, Hakim for being such a great French tourguide, and Syahir for the camera in Lille.

5) My Aunty Latifah Khamis - I'm just glad I finally had the chance to go to London and visit you after so many years.

To Salad, Jufri, Acap, Sapir, Jay, Ija, Lisz, Fido, Sarip, Kenny, Lutfi, Aini, Adik (the fortune-teller), Yaa, Belle, Buna & Aida (sori tak sempat singgah Soton), Nabilah, Rapik, Shifa, Bebeh, Amat, Rafi, Nik, Imran, and again, to all the people listed above, it was a pleasure to have all of you guys be part of my trip. I had a really fun time spent with all of you.

And I'm already missing all the good times we've had.


Saturday, October 4, 2008

Appreciation Comes When It's Not There Anymore

Too often we forget to appreciate something when it lies abundantly upon us. When this suddenly disappears, become scarce, and not easily available for us to grab, then only we'd feel the real, true value of it.

You can just name it - Parents, good health, eyesight, God's blessings, good neighbors, our significant other, a peaceful nation, access to electricity and water, life, money, or freedom. Once these are taken away, then only we know how valuable they actually are to us.

Appreciation seems like it's quite a simple thing - but it's not. For some reason, it comes easier only when we don't have that special something anymore.

Anyways, Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, Eid Mubarak, and take care everyone. I apologize for any of my mistakes all this while. You guys have a good one alright. Cheers ;)

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

Are We Islam Enough?

One night about two months ago, me and my other two friends spent four hours talking about life questions, world issues and such. It was really intriguing we got carried away and ended up spending four hours just exchanging ideas. I didn't feel much regret spending that much time, though, because we seldom talk about some serious life questions.

During the discussion, I had one of my biggest realizations ever - the question of "Am I Islam Enough?"

Honestly, I am one of many who believe that as long as we acknowledge that Allah is our God, then that'll pretty much prove that we are Islam enough. But my friend told me that when it comes to believing in God, there are two levels. "Rob", and "Illah".

Rob, could be described as the believe that there is God, while Illah, is a higher level that makes us believe and TOTALLY submit ourselves towards Him. Illah drives our life to only live for Him, and Illah makes us be His servant and let Him be our only reason to live.

Surely Illah sounds like a really high level, doesn't it? But as hard as we should work to achieve that level, we should also realize that being only at the Rob level does not guarantee us that we die in Islam.

But why? One might ask. If I believe in Allah, that should mean I'm a Muslim, right?

Not necessarily.

Whenever we refer to the word "Allah", it always depends on what is the context that we're referring Him to. If what we see in Allah is just as our God who is up there and the one who created this universe, then this is described as being at the "Rob" level. If we're only at this level, we should worry a lot.

Again, why? What's so wrong about being at the "Rob" level?

Well, it's simply because almost everybody believes in God. Even some of the atheists I've talked to believe that there should be some kind of higher power up there but they just don't know which religion is the correct one.

The Jews, Christians, for example - they all believe in the same God that we always refer to as "Allah". And worse, even the evil satans acknowledge the existence of Allah! So, if our belief in God is only at this level, we should worry because we might be risking ourselves to be placed at the same level as the satans!

But Illah, as pure as it is, means total submission. And total submission means that everything we do on this earth is because of Him, adhering to His words and avoiding what He dislikes. That's why He likes it better for us Muslims to call Him Allah instead of just God. (Note: You could still call Him Allah but mean just the God at the Rob level). Being at this level makes our prayers being the reason we stop committing sins. Being at this level makes us feel peace. Being at this level gives us security.

Now, ask ourselves, my fellow Muslim friends - are we only acknowledging Allah the same way satan does, or are we moving towards having Illah inside our hearts?

May Allah bless all of us in this world and in the hereafter.

Thursday, June 5, 2008

I Support Kempen "Mari Ubah Gaya Hidup"

A funny three-month old video now becomes relevant again after the recent fuel price hike. Watch below:

Monday, May 26, 2008

Busy Busy Busy

Alright, I know "I'm-busy" is just an excuse, but...

... seriously, I had too many things to do in such a short time I couldn't update my blog at all for the past few weeks. If any of you visited my blog and see nothing new posted (and got irritated), I apologize.

Starting from early-May, I had five final papers to go thru. Two days after I'm done with finals, I had to go to a 12-day geology field session in Massadona, a place northwest of Colorado that takes 6-hour of driving to reach. The next morning after we're done with field session, I had to take a flight to St. Louis, Missouri and drive down to Southern Illinois University, Carbondale, Illinois for Midwest Games 2008. It's a three-day event and today I just got back which means my busy schedule just ended. Everything went well so I should say alhamdulillah...

Alright. Now it's summer time so I'm going to relax for three months and forget about school. Hopefully I'd be able to write some posts on this holiday and hopefully some of you would still feel like coming here to check if this blog is updated at all..

Later...

Sunday, April 20, 2008

What Zionists' Don't Want The World To Know



Take three minutes to watch this video. Americans are not exposed to these kinds of news. I'd like to take back some of my earlier comments saying that their media is free. Surely, if something has an ownership, it'll best represent the interests of its owner, right? And the "free" American media is just the same as any other controlled media we see around the world, especially when it comes to US foreign policies. I'd strongly suggest Americans who'd like to know what it's actually like out there to search somewhere else other than what you're fed on that huge TV you have. The internet might be the most independent media of all.

Now, let us together pray so that the Palestinians will be more protected from the filthy Zionists. And so that Allah will damn those Zionists who have no heart to the point that going into someone else's home and breaking walls do not seem to be something to feel guilty of anymore.

Sunday, April 13, 2008

Humbled

An open letter to whom it may concern

It's so hard
That it hurts inside it kills me slowly
Whenever this feeling comes
It just makes me feel humbled all over again

I am angry
I am mad
Not towards you but towards myself
But nothing could be done
Thus my only choice is to feel humbled

I may not be the ideal one
And I may not be the best
But no matter what happens
I know I will try my best
To be responsible, to be respectful
To have your trust, and to be sincere in this

I apologize
If you were hurt
I know it's hard to forgive

I do not know if you will ever forgive me
Or even to spare me a chance to prove myself
But what I do know - is that

My apology sincerely comes from the bottom of my humbled heart

I'm sorry...

Friday, April 11, 2008

Ron Paul Is America's Only Hope

Photo credit: AP / Charlie Neibergall.

Living in the US has given me the tempias of the upcoming Presidential Election - taking place end of 2008. I have not read much of the candidates, but amidst my ignorance, I used to prefer Barack Obama.

But I've given up on Obama. Now it's Ron Paul time.

One might ask: Why the hell should you care about whoever becomes the US President? It's not like you're gonna be able to vote. Dude, you're a Malaysian for God's sake!

My answer: Well, because the US' Foreign Policies are vital to the rest of the world, thus knowing who gets to be the President will also guide us as to what should we anticipate in the near future , for example - more wars or no wars anymore? I am a human being living on this earth and somehow I do care what happens to the people in Iraq, Iran, Vietnam, and any other countries. I'd like to know if world peace will be restored or eroded more and more.

Now, I'd like to clarify that the reason I like Ron Paul is not because he is a Republican. Actually, in many ways, Ron Paul's ideas actually do not sound too Republican. I like Ron Paul particularly because of his ideas to restore the American constitution back in place just like what their founding fathers wanted back then. Many in America believe that for various reasons, the systems that they have today are slowly taking away Americans' sovereignty. Ron Paul is the only candidate who doesn't support the War against Iraq, and at the same time he seems to be the only one who is against the Patriot Act - an act similar to the famous Malaysian Internal Security Act (ISA). These outdated and colonial-like acts give governments unlimited power to jail anyone that they wish without trial in court and even without our rights to appoint a lawyer to defend ourselves. And in my opinion, these kinds of laws should not exist anymore in this world for any reason. If one is said to be guilty, he/she should have the right to at least defend him/herself before getting charged and jailed.

Also, learning (or I might also call it grilled) by a two hour movie Zeitgeist, I am now all clear that just as much as what should be done to Malaysia, so much should also be done in America. And to me, as we speak, the only man who seems to realize on what the main problems Americans are facing is Ron Paul.

So, what are the main problems that Americans are facing?

To answer this, first, let me talk about the movie Zeitgeist. The movie is somewhat an independent movie which costed me two hours of my afternoon sleep. But I'm glad I "paid" the two hour to gain some useful realizations as to what is really happening in American economy.

The movie has three parts, where the first part scrutinizes the existence of Jesus Christ (or probably even God) which I certainly do not agree with simply because I'm a Muslim and we firmly believe in the existence of Jesus (who is regarded as one of our Prophets before Muhammad).

But the other two parts, however, are mind-blogging. Too many facts (even some not properly cited) have been presented and they support one another you just can't deny that something wrong has been going really wrong with this world even from the beginning of the 20th century.

The two parts talk about the 9/11 attack (plus some previous world wars) and the Federal Reserve System (which is something like Malaysia's Bank Negara but privately-controlled). Net result - too disturbing to churn.

There is simply too much to be said about the movie that I would recommend all of you to spend some time watching it. And I especially recommend watching the last two parts. You can skip that first one.

And so, why Ron Paul? This time, my answer is: "Easy. Watch Zeitgeist on Google Video, search Ron Paul on Youtube, and you'll see what I'm trying to say"

Peace and out.

Sunday, April 6, 2008

Freedom Of Speech - Dutch Style

Have you seen the latest Dutch hit, "Fitna"? If you haven't, you should. Go to YouTube and you'll find it there.

It is amusing to know that some people are producing videos or cartoons that they know are sensitive to Muslims, and later say

"Hey, this is freedom of speech! I can write and do whatever I want because we the civilized countries know better than you developing countries do! This is freedom of speech. You know nothing about it. So don't get offended, because if you do then I'm gonna call you terrorists!"

Pathetic.

That's the only description I could say to the people who can't distinguish between what is proper and what is not. These "civilized" people can't even tell if they're only using freedom of speech without taking somebody else's dignity or not.

Let's take this conversation as an example on how confused these people are:

Friend: Geert, I have two hands. Can I say that I should have freedom for my two hands to do whatever that I want? I mean, I should be able to pick up anything and use my hands to hold anything that I want, right?

Geert Wilders: Oh, yes! Why not? We humans have freedom in doing anything that we want!

And so Friend walked towards Geert Wilder's wife who's standing next to him and landed his hand on her ****** (you choose, whichever part that is sensitive).

Flabbergasted, Geert Wilders punched Friend on the face as hard as he could. He could not believe Friend had such an intention. With his nose bleeding, Friend said

Friend: What the hell, Geert?! You just told me that I could use my hands for anything. You said my two hands have freedom!

Geert Wilders: Are you stupid or what?! This is my wife. I treasure her the most and of course someone touching my wife is something that is offensive to me. I won't ever allow you to do that, and I don't care how much freedom your two hands have, you still can't go touching some private parts which are sensitive to some!! Limit that freedom you have, will you?!

And seeing that scene from far, a Muslim guy shook his head seeing how stupid Geert Wilders is. He talks about freedom of speech, but he doesn't know how to limit his. He doesn't know what offends others and yet he gets offended when others touch his wife's private part because to him, "it is offensive". UUuuu. Now he's talking about what's offensive and what's not.

Besides some European countries, freedom of speech is also common in America. People make fun of others on the Comedy Central TV channel, but yet they still know what should be the limits. And knowing that some jokes could be offensive, most stand up comedians prefer to use self-depreciating jokes, where they would humiliate themselves, their own race, their religion, or their own family members. Even in America people know how to use freedom of speech while behaving themselves.

But Geert Wilders? To him, freedom of speech is smearing other people's religion. He seems to know freedom of speech better than anyone else in the whole world.

I guess this is freedom of speech - Dutch style.

Shame on you, Geert.

Sunday, March 30, 2008

Malaysia: Race & Racism



Lately, there's a lot of Malaysians screaming about wanting a Malaysian Malaysia, where everyone is treated equally regardless of their race. "Bangsa Malaysia" is said to be the new race to replace what we've been calling Chinese, Indians, and Malays.

Well, I am definitely happy to know that race will slowly play less of a role in determining government allocation of funds. Like any other developed country, I support fully the need to help the poor regardless of their race. This is in fact a much healthy scene for Malaysian's political, business and social landscape for it will help to further reduce the income gap between the rich and the poor.

So, Bangsa Malaysia seems to be a good idea. But is it easy to just disregard race?

From my observation, it's not easy.

Just look at the popular independent news site, malaysia-today.net. Even the many people who are championing about having "Bangsa Malaysia" as our new label to all Malaysians are still using terms like Malays, Chinese and Indians in their blogs and comments. But does this mean that these people are racists? No, not necessarily.

See, there's a huge difference between race and racism. Having race that differentiates us in culture, religion, and ways of life is totally fine. There's nothing wrong to acknowledge that someone is from another race. Anyways, if race really doesn't matter to us, why are we still calling people from Asia as Asian and Westeners as Whites/Europeans? And if race really doesn't matter, I'm sure today we are calling ourselves as "earthans", or anything close to it. So, this is race, and acknowledging that we're of different races should not be a problem.

But racism?

Racism is no way close to just acknowledging race. Racism is when one race feels that they are superior than another. Racism is when one race thinks that the others should bow down to them. Racism is only for sick-minded people like the KKK's. So, racism is a No-No - definitely.

In Malaysia's case, I think there is no need for us to try to come up with one race name like "Bangsa Malaysia" or "Bangsa Melachindian" (well, I don't know if that name even sounds good) to replace our already established Malay, Chinese and Indian.

Yes, there's no need to do so. Why?

Because it's just not realistic and it is impractical to do so. Just look at America. After so many years, they're still calling themselves African-American and (Caucasian)-American. But this in no way makes them racist. Like I said earlier, one becomes a racist only when he/she thinks that his/her race is superior than another.

In Malaysia, we should not allow racism to plague the country. No one race is superior in Malaysia. Even when the Chinese are good at doing business, they can never claim that they're a superior race compared to the Malays or Indians. If the Indians are better in being dermatologists, so be it. Just because the Chinese and Indians come later, doesn't make the Malays any better than the other races. We're all equal. Everyone in the country should treat others equally fair and just.

If there should be any discrimination made, that will only be the rich, and the already-established companies (by taxing them more). Poor ones, and smaller start-up companies, regardless of the race of the individuals involved, should be helped.

Seeing ourselves united as purely Malaysians is definitely the best way to go. But as far as eliminating race labels is concerned, I think it is not practical. My 2 cents is this - we won't be able to just throw away the Indian, Chinese and Malay labels because it is evident that we have been created with different features.

And that, too, is why God has created us with different races - for us to get to know, trade, work, and tolerate one another. If we're all created with the same features and attitudes, how boring do you think this world would be?

Sunday, March 9, 2008

Government VS Political Party

Dear Malaysians,

I do not know if this is too basic of a knowledge that I'd sound stupid trying to explain it. But from what I have observed, it seems like a lot of us (to my surprise, even the hosts on national TV) do not really know how to differentiate between a government and a political party.

First things first. BARISAN NASIONAL (BN) IS NOT EQUAL TO THE GOVERNMENT.

BN is a coalition of parties. Inside BN, there's UMNO, MCA, MIC, Gerakan, and another 10 parties.

Other than BN, we have Parti Keadilan Rakyat (PKR), Parti Islam SeMalaysia (PAS), and Democratic Action Party (DAP). These are of course just the famous few of many more parties that we have in Malaysia. And these parties have different ways to look at and deal with national issues.

Government, on the other hand, is a group of people/ministers formed by either a single party, or a coalition of parties. A government handles national matters and spends taxes paid by citizens and corporations to execute national plans. During election process, the citizens will look at all of the parties' offers on how to deal with national issues, and choose the party that we think have the best offer to form the government.

Therefore, a government can be formed by any party contesting in an election. It doesn't matter, BN, PKR, DAP, PAS, all of these parties can form a government individually or mixed. Our problem is, after having BN being our government for the past 50 years (and for the next 4-5 years), a lot of people seem to have been confused when to use the term government, where most of us call BN as the government. If in the next election PKR, DAP and PAS wins simple majority in the Parliament, then please, once and for all we need to stop calling the BN coalition-of-parties as the government.

So, in the recent election, it was not the government who lost the four states... BN lost the four states to the hands of PKR, DAP and PAS. And if we love BN, we should say we sokong BN instead of we sokong kerajaan.

I just hope this clears up if not many, some of the people's confusion. To be honest, I am somewhat disturbed when people are even using the term government when they are actually referring to the BN coalition (this was on national TV, during election).

To those who just learned this difference, please do educate your friends as well. Thanks.

Friday, February 29, 2008

Randy Pausch's Last Lecture

What would you want to tell others if you know you're only going to live for a few more months?

Randy Pausch, a professor in Carnegie Mellon University (Pennsylvania) gave his "last" words before his pancreatic-cancer-driven death. He gave a full length "last" lecture in September 2007 in his university for 76 minutes, but the one I'm posting here is a shorter version of 10 minutes shown on Oprah two weeks after the original lecture.

He gave some really sound advice on life and how to live. I should say that most of his advice is the kind of advice any father would give to his children. Spend 10 minutes to listen to what Professor Randy Pausch has to say by clicking play on the video below.



Sunday, January 27, 2008

Letter from a Desperate Housewife

I got this joke from Dr Azwan's blog page. I'm re-posting it here to share it with you guys. This is a must-read..

Dear IT Support,

Last year I upgraded from Boyfriend 5.0 to Husband 1.0 and noticed a slow down in the overall performance, particularly in the flower, gifts and jewellery applications that had operated flawlessly under boyfriend 5.0.

In addition, Husband 1.0 un-installed many other valuable programs, such as Romance 9.5 and Personal Attention 6.5, but installed undesirable programs such as Formula One 5.0, NBA 3.0 and World Cup 2.0.

And now Conversation 8.0 no longer runs and House Cleaning 2.6 simply crashes the system. I've tried running Nagging 5.3 to fix these problems, but to no avail.

What can I do?


Signed,

Desperate Housewife


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Reply:

Dear Desperate Housewife,

First keep in mind: Boyfriend 5.0 is an entertainment package, while Husband 1.0 is an operating system.

Try entering the command C:\ I THOUGHT YOU LOVED ME and download Tears 6.2 to install Guilt 3.0. If all works as designed, Husband 1.0 should then automatically run the applications Jewellery 2.0 and Flowers 3.5.

But remember, overuse can cause Husband 1.0 to default to Grumpy Silence2.5, Happy Hour 7.0 or Late Night Teh Tarik 6.1. Late Night 6.1 is a very bad program that will create SnoringLoudly.wavfiles.

Whatever you do, DO NOT install Mother-in-Law 1.0 or reinstall another Boyfriend program. These are not supported applications and will crash Husband 1.0.

In summary, Husband 1.0 is a great program, but it does have a limited memory and cannot learn new applications quickly. You might consider additional software to improve memory and performance. I personally recommend Hot Tasty Food 3.0 and Tongkat Ali 6.9.

Good Luck,

IT Support

Tuesday, January 8, 2008

Things Malaysians Might Wanna Know

*From my old Friendster Blog site written on December 6, 2007.


I've only been in the United States for two years and a couple of months. To say that I know a lot about this country, I really don't. But no doubt I did learn a few things since I first came here in August 2005. So I just thought I need to share some things that Malaysians might be interested to know about the United States.


#1 Not everyone dress up or behave like what we see in Hollywood movies

Well, this country still have a lot of normal people like us, and they dress NORMALLY. I've seen people in Malaysia that are "dressed to kill" and some maybe even inappropriately dress up too much that it exceeds what I normally see here. Yes, I know that we all have individual freedom, individual rights, bla bla bla.. But you know, wearing a thick jacket under the hot Malaysian sun is probably~ not really a good idea..


#2 Not everyone know and talk about Malaysia

Thanks to the government, our media has really brainwashed us to believe that the world revolves around Malaysia. We're taught this way even since we were potty training. No, not everyone know Malaysia, my friend. Please quit thinking that people REALLY care about what we do in Malaysia, like all the time. They just don't.. To them, Malaysia is just another country (in Asia, or if they're pretty good in Geography, in South-East Asia). Plus, they have a lot more important things to think about than to care about what's happening in Malaysia..


#3 People hold the door open for the person walking behind them when entering a building (if that person is not too far away, of course)

And the person walking behind will usually say "Thank you" for that person holding the door. This is just one way people are being curteous towards others. Well, you don't wanna do this if it is automatic door..


#4 Cars stop for pedestrians to cross the road

Well, this one was quite a culture shock to me when I first got here. But they only do this on small, not-so-busy country roads, of course. Cars don't stop in the middle of highways. Malaysians in Malaysia might wanna try this. But don't be surprised if the pedestrian freaks out because he/she might think that you're just getting ready to run over them as soon as they walk in front of your car.


#5 They're not superior to us. They just THINK that they are

Yes. A lot of us might have inferiority complex when seeing a white person. But you don't really have to. Like I said, they just THINK that they are better than the others, so they act like one (and they usually perform like one, too). If we can also THINK and see ourselves as just as good as them (or even better), then we WILL also be just like how we see ourselves as. It's all in the mentality..


#6 You will appreciate "maple"s (or the mamak restaurants) so so much once you're here

Since I'm not a nighclub person, the nights are not so entertaining here. I just miss "maple"s so much. I don't even have to go over the details about the football (or soccer?) matches we watch on those big screens and the lively crowd that stays til 2-3 a.m. I'm sure you guys know what I'm talking about.

The small town that I live in here will literally "die" after 9 p.m. No kidding. It's no fun. The only closest thing to maple should be this 24-hours restaurant called Denny's. But it really is not like maple at all. The place is too neat and you'd usually have to spend around $12.00 after tax and tip. So expensive. So please, appreciate what we have in Malaysia..

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Well, that might be it. Some of the cultures here are good and I personally think that we should learn these things from them. But of course, we don't follow whatever that's bad.

But overall, probably the most important thing that I got from here is that I learned to appreciate more of what we have in Malaysia (except for the political scene, corruption, and crazy drivers). We might think that they have a better place to live than us. Yes, it might be for them, but definitely not for us. We are Malaysians, and Malaysia is where we live..

It's just like how they say it - "There's no place like home"...

10 Reasons Why My Mom Is The Best Mom In The World

*From my old Friendster Blog site written on October 16, 2007.

This morning I got a parcel of kuih raya so I'd like to take this opportunity to thank my mom by writing this..

Alright. Let's keep this short. Here's ten reasons why I vote my mom as the best mom in the world:

1) She loves me like how a great mom would..
2) She's been a good friend of mine, telling me some things nobody would say..
3) She's a gorgeous amoi so I believe she's 'installed' pretty useful chinese genes in the family..
4) She runs a small business and it's taken good care the whole 7 children of hers for a good 17 years..
5) She's been thru hardship in a lot of years before this to take care of us and still got thru it all..
6) She's taught me profound ways and realities of life... Like when I was around nine, I got fresh cili padi shoved in my mouth when she overheard me saying the word ba**.. (and so I learned a lesson)
7) She's been the reason I travel halfway around the globe to go home - 2 years in a row now (and counting)..
8) She got my dad (a.k.a the Sri Menanti Chick Magnet) as husband..
9) She sometimes act inappropriately too-cute for a 50-year-old..

And the last reason and the most important reason why I vote my mom as the best mom in the world, is...

10) Simply, because she's my mom...

Well, I'm sure in your case, your mom would be the best in the world to you - even if you don't have any reasons why you would think so.. in fact, I just think all of us should make our moms the best, because they simply deserve to be the best for all of us, don't they? (yes, even if she's britney spears or a yakuza head or something)...

And to that special lady - I love you mom, and I will always do.. ;)


That Last Day of Ramadhan

*From my old Friendster Blog site written on October 12, 2007.


I have NEVER - in my whole life - felt this way, but when this year's Ramadhan ended yesterday, somehow I had this feeling that I wasn't actually ready for it..

Well, I admit it that I'm definitely not the most religious, but when Ramadhan ended yesterday, for the first time I was actually wondering if I'm gonna have the chance to meet next year's Ramadhan (especially the terawih prayers - even though I missed half of them this year ;P ) Later last night, for some reason I felt like a sense of warmth and calmness wrapping me thru the night.

Perhaps it's because I'm halfway-around-the-world far from home and the calmness is actually sadness? Or is it because since I got a bit older, some things now seem to make sense to me? Well, who knows..

Whatever it is, I'm glad I got thru this year's Ramadhan, and I look forward to having another one a year from now..

And before I forget, I'd like to take this opportunity to wish Happy Eid to all of you who's reading this.. I apologize for anything I've done that could've hurt anyone's feelings in the past... I'm not perfect, and yes, being a human, I don't know everything and I do make mistakes..

Til my next post, have a good Hari Raya, guys... Assalamualaikum :)

Twenty-four

*From my old Friendster Blog site written on August 31, 2007.

*This post is dedicated to someone special to me

It took me seven point six
To get a ten
Well, a ten to me at least...

And for a solid ten
I had to give a hundred
For a ten will always be a ten...

And it was true
I was right from the beginning...

So seven witnessed it all
From the other side of the world
To the other side of that big road
Seven witnessed it all...

Seven plus twenty-four equals thirty-one
Eight is gone so another twenty-three to go...

Patience is key
So just bare with time
For when zero comes
We will have another great twenty-four... ;o*

Better Keep That Passport

*From my old Friendster Blog site written on May 11, 2007.

I am less than three weeks away from going home, and yesterday I just found out that I couldn't find where my passport is. To my horror, I have misplaced that very important document. I tried to search for it in my room and I got to a point where it's confirmed that it's not there..

Sh*t..

The US refers outsiders coming into the country as "aliens". Without my passport, I guess I am now the most defined and true alien of all time. No doubt..

All these thoughts came to my mind. Having to contact the embassy, the sponsor's representative in D.C, MSD in L.A, International Office, and all of the other administrative people to help me get the right documentation to AT LEAST help me get out of the US.. If not, I'd be spending my 3 months of summer here - and that'd be more horrifying than death itself (well, at least that's how I felt during that time).. And even if I get to go home, it'd be such a hassle to go to the hardest-to-get-in American Embassy to make a new passport, plus lose some more money to pay another $100 for the hardest-to-get US-J1-Visa..

Since the passport is gone, I planned to search for it at school, but I had no idea where to go first, and I don't even know why I should start there. I couldn't remember what I was doing with the passport after I took it out to school for an errand last week..

Damn...

But well, lucky I was..

Later that night, I found the passport sitting in one of my friend's house after I almost started to faint due to some breathing difficulties (only an exaggeration)..

Alhamdulillah..

Well, I still can't remember why it's there, but the important thing is, it's there.. Actually, I wasn't even searching for it when I went there..

I guess it's true that when you're not really trying to search for something, that's when you'll find it..

So, my fellow friends (ESPECIALLY the ones that are outside of Malaysia), please reset your mind to know enough that your passports are such valuable (and irreplacable) assets, that if you lose them, only God knows how true of an alien you would become..

Til my next post, have a good summer everyone..


The Sunday Theory

*From my old Friendster Blog site written on April 1, 2007.

Every Sunday, an emotional stir would come to me and make me feel like sleeping all day.. Thanks to the genius idea of sleeping all day, it just makes me feel worse..

I don't know about the rest of you, but I feel this almost every Sunday (daytime only - amazingly, it dissipates at night).. Some might also describe it as the feeling of having to get back to that boarding school (or college, or workplace) after a weekend spent at home.. If you have been feeling this, just read on.. I have indirectly carried out an in-depth study about why this is happening, and I think I kind of identified a few reasonable reasons.. (Yeah I know I think a lot - You'd be amazed at how I could turn into a nerd sometimes..)

First, is the theory of "Monday blues comes a day earlier". As we all know, "Monday blues" is a normal psychological instability that occurs to most of us. But to me, I'm specially "gifted" to feel "Monday blues" a day earlier.. I can't help it but to think that since Monday comes after Sunday, then Sundays suck too.. ;P Sorry, Mr. Sunday..

Second, is the theory of "My happiness level on Sundays are proportional to that of my productivity level during that particular weekend". Well, this is easy to be understood. If I got more assignments done on Fridays and Saturdays, then I'd feel better on Sundays. More work done means a higher level of happiness.. LOL

Third, is the theory of "Because everything is due on Mondays and Tuesdays, then that makes the whole Monday-blues syndrome sucks even more". Well, I don't need to explain further on this - the name explains it all..

Okay........... now I'm out of theories, and I don't know what else to blame..........

Hmmm, I think I'm done..........

......

Haha.. Well, you know what, I'm starting to think that ultimately I just have to blame myself for letting things get to me... Isn't that simple?

Yeah, what the heck was I thinking.. That was a waste of time... but hey, at least I'm glad I wrote this because I feel better now... LOL ;P

Oh, well.. Thanks for bearing with me.. Til my next post, have a good week guys.. Ciao!!


A Car & A Girlfriend

*From my old Friendster Blog site written on March 26, 2007.

Owning a car is equivalent to having a girlfriend. Well, that's what I think...

Cars need to be maintained. Girlfriends need to be maintained too. Some girlfriends cost you higher maintenance "costs" than the others, but on average, maintenance is a must..

Cars need regular checks. Engine oil, steering fluid, windshield liquid, coolant, etc. etc. Same goes for girlfriends. Regular checks and consistent attention is a requirement..

If you don't regularly check your car, it'll break down before you know it. Well, when cars break down, it costs you a whole lot of time and money to fix it. Same goes to "fixing" your girl's heart. LOL. If you give no proper attention, they'll "break down". Time goes to the numerous hours of talking on the phone trying to stop them from sulking, and money goes to the bill that comes at the end of the month (or the prepaid cards you pay every 2 days)..

It might sound that all you get from both a car and a girlfriend is nothing but trouble and headaches. Well, that's not really the case actually. Both should give you the peace of mind, and a sense of stability..

So, does that mean a girlfriend is worth no more than a car? No. In fact, here are some big time differences:

  • if you have a girlfriend, it helps you tell others that you're not gay..
  • when you kneel down and propose for marriage to your car, they'll never say yes no matter what you do..
  • when you cry, you car will just ignore you..
  • your car won't think your crappy jokes are funny..
  • girlfriends don't need gasoline to function..
  • when you hug your car, they don't hug you back...
  • you definitely can't make love to or make out with you car..
  • if you own a car and have no girlfriend, you still can't change your Friendster status from "Single" to "In a relationship"...

So, considering these differences, ultimately, I think a girlfriend should definitely worth more than a car... LOL ;P That was fun...